Never stop looking through me There are things that only you can see Your hands are the only ones I want to feel I reach for you until I stall My mind rushes through every move The words I wish you would say only leave you mute My love for you has more than grown … Continue reading Never Stop
Category: Mental Health
Empty Terminal
My heart is like an empty terminal Sometimes it feels things too deeply Ruthless and threatening Tender but deafening Knowing whether to stay or go Seeing things for what they do not show Waiting in line to retrieve my ticket Constantly missing every minute It’s like the runway is far too long I never make … Continue reading Empty Terminal
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No Love for Me
You can’t love me But you use me You don’t see me You never knew me I’m not really here That was the old me. Fool me once but never twice. Our memories are now a distant whine.
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Moon Child
Today I am invincible Tomorrow I am impossible Yesterday my world felt sad By Sunday it won’t be half bad Just wait for me I always come back around.
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Safe haven
The darkness creeps past me upon every happy space. Sometimes I get stuck between a rock and a hard place. No one can reach me. I am not she who loves in such a selfless way. My world turns cold And I feel all alone Just keep me safe.
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Weaponed Words
Your words speak to me softly But my head suddenly screams. You’ll never understand why I think you are mad at me. Some say it is all in my head Some call it anxiety Some would say I am insecure You think that is obscure. They ask me why I can not just be happy … Continue reading Weaponed Words
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Mirror Mirror on the Wall
I look into the mirror I do not recognize who I am My mind begins to panic And my hands start to sweat Mornings like these are always hardest I feel as if I am crawling out of my skin. My body wants to scream But my lips will not whisper the slightest thing. Who … Continue reading Mirror Mirror on the Wall
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Cabin Fever
If I’ve learned anything over the past few months, it would be that life is short. It is so much more valuable than we lead ourselves and others to believe. I took so much for granted before quarantine. Small things like going to lunch with my boys and being allowed to play at the park. … Continue reading Cabin Fever
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It’s Just Another Manic Mom-Day
"Mom Fatigue" "Quarantine Fatigue" "My fatigue has fatigue" However you want to say it, one of us probably has it. Being home during this time has been a true blessing in disguise. I have recently had to stop reading every conspiracy theory and article floating around on my News Feed. The pandemic has managed to … Continue reading It’s Just Another Manic Mom-Day
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Check on Your Friends:
Today, I found myself losing control of my frustrations. I was on the fast pace track to becoming ill with my children. It is easy to do. Let’s face it, we have been in the house together now for almost a month. I’ve lost track of the days so it could even be longer then … Continue reading Check on Your Friends:
